...mother of fucking hell. *pushes other journal out of the way* I know that a bunch of people have talked about it already... But I got to see Avatar with my parents and... MY FUCKING LORD... Beautiful, beautiful movie. I haven't been so emotionally moved by a movie in a very long time. Just... wow. It was perhaps, one of the most epic, fantastic movies I have ever seen. Anyone who tries to say that the plot is 'cliche', really needs to open their eyes... Or just shut up. *laughs* I found nothing about the plot line that was cliche at all. Unless you include the romance. But, I'd like someone to point out any movie that does not, in some small way, include 'love', in any form. Sure, it's in everything, but my personal opinion about love, is that it is a very big factor in the lives of many people. It's what drives a lot of humanity; and a story without it is really... Well, almost pointless in a way. But perhaps I just feel too much. lol

I'm running on about 6 1/2's of sleep, a 7 1/2 work day, and the movie. But I don't want to sleep, even as the fatigue is smacking me in the face again. It was just... Ugh, I want to go watch it again. And... I'm so absolutely tempted to create my own Na'vi... Absolutely, mother-fuckin' tempted. D: We shall see if it comes to pass though. For the sake of not completely over populating myself with males, my first Na'vi at least, if I create one, will be female. Haha

But yes. This was a nice pick me up in one way (even though I cried many times while in the theater) since some recent events have occurred relationship wise.(let's just say I'm single again. No, it wasn't dramatic or anything, just a parting of lovers to be friends again). ........... I wish I had the money to see it over, and over, and over again. *___* It was just... gah... I don't actually have real words for it.

If you haven't seen it yet... I COMMAND YOU TO FIND A WAY! OH MY GOD.

p.s. please excuse my mouth. It's not much of a secret that I like to cuss.

I'd first, like to apologize for my complete lack of... Well doing anything as of late. I've not really replied to comments, nor commented much at all. I merely get on, favorite things, and get back off, or simply reload the page every once in a while to see what is new. There is a culprit in the whole thing, though I'm not really angry at her or anything for distracting me. But at any rate, I am well aware that I've faltered a bit on uploading, despite the unbearable amounts of WIPs piling up in my gallery. The sad fact is, that I haven't worked on them at all even though I've been relatively inactive on the site. And I haven't entirely been in the mood to work on them either; though it's really a fluctuating thing.

(more personal stuff under here)

I will try my best to work on some more art, most certainly owed art. And, for the record, though I IMMENSELY wanted to do it, I do not think I will be doing a holiday card/christmas card/yule card, etc this year. There's always next year, and being more prepared. Yes indeed. I also have run out of funds as it is, so I wouldn't have much of a way to send anything out. *laughs*

I hope everyone is doing well, dispite it all. I love you all dearly, and I thank you for all the love, and support, the nice comments, and the gentle yet firm help at times. I really think, without some of you in my life, I wouldn't be here right now, or still be drawing. I might be stubborn, and not actually want to quit, but having people both cheering me up and kicking me in the butt to quit being stupid really does help.

So...

THANK YOU.



<sub>p.s. I know this journal is a little more intimate than most have been lately, but I felt the need to somewhat say what I've been doing. I normally don't share so much, but just in case you were curious. lol

p.s.s. also, for anyone confused ~Windmagician124 is my ex-girlfriend and one of my best friends. We went through a rough spot, but we are back to being better friends than ever. <3</sub>

Not sure how many people realized I have been gone since Tuesday night. There is a very good reason for my delinquency, however. Tuesday, we realized that our furnace went out completely. As such, the house got VERY cold, and since I live in a converted garage, which doesn't actually have a heating vent as it is it was near freezing in my room alone. Luckily, since my parents rent the house, we were able to get ahold of someone to come fix the furnace. Or we thought all it needed was to be fixed... Come the next day, and we find out that the furnace had been catching on fire, and that it needed to be replaced. So, I spent the whole day, yesterday, in the living rooms, since we had a space heater and a fire going all day, I also used the time to play some video games, since my art schedule really fucks with my game schedule. I absolutely refused to come into my room, just to freeze to death in front of my computer. :/ I also spent last night in my parent's bed (my dad slept on the couch), since the furnace is in my room, and the people whom would be repairing it would be coming early the next morning.

Now, we have a new furnace, and it's working it's little self to death trying to warm the house back up completely. ;3 But, I won't disappear again! Well, not without good reason, at any rate. <3

Nowww... Suppose I should get my butt back in gear art wise, huh?

Until I feel like renovating my actual To Do List, I'm going to put what I have left here Hurhur...

Art For Others:
1 sketch for ~M-a-z-e
7 Prize ACEOs
3 Trades with friends
1 prize full body picture -on hold-
1 gift for *Hikari-Starr
Kiriban picture for ~Sherri-San
600th Watcher giftie for ~Tyai

Art for Me:
Finish Doodle of Altair's Armor
Finish Winter Icon
Finish 18+ image of Altair
Update Pryine
Draw Kylan
Draw Akiva
Draw Anibal
Christmas Card image


Despite all of this... I'm seriously itching to start taking those lineart commissions. D: What to do, what to do.

New Journal CSS for the win. <3